Beghitam

I just flew back from the emotional turmoil weekend. I expected this would happen but I never anticipate it would be more than my love life conflict. Put aside my love conflict; I would like to comment a bit on this unexpected ‘unpleasantness’.

Friendster blog was not easily googled or yahooed. I tried twice and seldom friendster blog easily appeared as search results on these 2 search engines. Well, at least it never appeared on page one or two on search results even I typed few keywords from my blog. However, when my personal thoughts ‘leaked’, I thought; how could this happened? If my blog is a wordpress or blogspot, I have no doubt that it could be easily found. But friendster blog? I wonder which search engine that would give results from this service. 

Due to the ‘leakage’, I was slapped with a ‘threat’. And at that time, I was quite unstable emotionally to receive another bad news. Luckily I managed to gather myself and answered rather professionally (I think). When things cooled off a bit, it occurred to me that the ‘leakage’ could be a foul play. 

Why I became a victim? I don’t know. Maybe I hurt someone accidently and the act was a retaliation. Perhaps it was an attempt to tarnish my reputation or to expel me. Or maybe this was just a cover up for somebody’s indecent deeds. The possibilities are endless. Whatever it is, I’m pretty sure that what occurred to me came from someone with malicious intention.

If it was a foul play, whoever responsible for it, I say many thanks. I may bitching on a private blog and do few things that wasn’t nice but hey, nobody’s perfect. And so do the person who did this. What goes around comes around. 

(picture shown as an illustrational purposes only. Saje nak bubuh gamba)

~ by magebane on April 19, 2009.